Stranger in This Town

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Paris Seems Like A Dream Part III (see February Archives for Part II)

The Night was Fete de la Musique.

All of Paris was alive that night. We left La Rez and hit the trains early in the evening but they were already packed. Only a few of the C line actually had air conditioners and this one certainly wasn't one of them. We sweated and breathed in hot air as we passed stop after stop until we got off the train at Les Invalides. It was crazy to think we could have gotten off at Champ de Mars with all the people there.

From Les Invalides (the great chateau/hospital looming across a tree-lined platz), we snaked our way through dozens of backstreets and bistro-lined avenues, stopping here and there to buy food and cigarettes. A bottle of Rose Wine was passed around as was another of Bordeaux. They disappeared quickly along with all the other bottles of beer and beverages.

A few of us started to play "Name That Song." Among the honks and hustle and bustle of the rest of the crowd, you could hear half a dozen Brit and American voices singing Huey Lewis, the Beatles, Oasis and Credence Clearwater Revival. With half of us drunk and the other half carrying them, it was a beautiful sight to behold.

One thing that did not change about the scene around us was the Eiffel Tower, except that it was drawing closer as we rounded each new bend. Finally, it reached up above us and we found ourselves walking on Le Champ de Mars. Tens of thousands of people mulled around as we met up (miraculously) with other people we were looking for and (sadly) loosing others who had come with us. We finally made our way into an all-standing crowd and the music began.

The concert was a dozen groups I had never heard of, but were obviously huge in Europe this summer as everyone sang along with each song. The only song I could sing along with was "Chiwawa!" (I actually think it's spelled that way), a Macarena-type one-hit wonder that exploded and evaporated in a period of months. We climbed our way onto a small embankment and could almost see the stage. Limitless masses swayed around us to the liquid pop culture pouring off the stage.

We soon got bored with the scene and made our way towards the river (shouting "Chiwawa!" at anyone unfortunate enough to get too close). Somewhere along the way, half of us got separated from the other half, not far from the bridge crossing the Seine.

Rather than shout and try to get peoples' attention, I sat down on the steps and pulled out my saxophone (i had been lugging it with me across town and it had served as both a crowd mover and improv seat). I stood and started to play "The Pink Panther." People who had been walking by slowed and formed a crowd. Little kids approached and at one point a little arab girl got courageous enough to dance with me. At the end of a six song set, I looked up to hear a huge ovation. It had also attracted the other half of our group.

We made our way across the bridge and onto the Trocadero, a huge grassy plane with a fountain in the center. There we took a break at the fountains and I pulled out my sax again to play while we picnicked. The crowds were still thick but there was room to lay on the grass. Several of us even got brave enough to dunk our heads in the water (Probably not the smartest move). Meanwhile the summer sun was just going down under the horizon.

Once we had regained our strength, we made our way up the stairs of Le Palais de Chaillot to get a good view of the night's finale. Rising up on both sides of us were the huge statues of men and the globes, a French tribute to science. I remembered standing on these steps when I had first come to Paris when I was 17. The area had lost none of its magic.

At the foot of the stairs, I ran into a dozen or so bongo drummers. Unable to resist, I played with them for a while. I then caught up with my friends and we stood, looking out across the Trocadero and the River Seine to the Eiffel Tower, still reaching up into the skies in front of us. As we huddled together on the lip of the stone parapet, hands closed together and arms reached around shoulders in anticipation of the moment.

Suddenly, all of the Eiffel Tower lit up in a million shining sparklers. It seemed as if countless japanese tourists had combed every inch of the monument and were now taking pictures of us with their flashing cameras. A hushed awe escaped from the crowd and then a million pairs of hands came together in a thunderous applause.

Satisfied but not satiated, we climbed to the other side of the palais and made our way down Blvd. Woodrow Wilson. We eventually reached the Arc de Triomphe. For the fourth time that night, I pulled out my sax and played, this time before one of Paris' greatest monuments. After a while, we packed up and headed down the road to "The Freedom," one of Paris' greatest bars for a little after party.

The rest of Paris continued to play well into the evening, with a band on almost every street corner. In the city of lights with a crowd that never sleeps, the magic of the city filled us all.

Monday, March 29, 2004

Kate Winslett Couldn't Think of This One On Her Own

I watched "The Life of David Gale" over the weekend. One thing Bitsy, a journalist (played by the buxom Kate Winslett) said that keeps rolling over and over in my head.

"There is no such thing as truth... Only perspective."

I absolutely do NOT believe this, only I find this is true in more cases than not (Wait, how can this be "TRUE?" Awww, this philosophical quandary was also raised in the movie).

I believe there are eternal truths, except they aren't what we think they are. More situations call for interpretation beyond the application of just one principle. A hierarchy of virtues can help you navigate but it cannot answer all questions.

And if more is just perspective than truth, where and how do we stand and for what reasons?

I think I'm wasting time at work when I should be ordering plasma screen monitors.

The world is waking up. You can smell it in the air. You can feel the energy. I love this time of year.

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

21 March 2004

U.S. Senator George Allen, R-Va.
Russell Senate Office Bldg.
Room 204
Washington, DC 20510
(202) 224-4024
(202) 224-5432 fax

Sen. Allen,

My name is ... and I am a new resident of Virginia. I moved to the town ... last September in anticipation of attending law school this fall. I have since been accepted ... and look forward to beginning classes this August. I currently work for a government contractor just south of the Beltway and I am a registered voter in the upcoming elections.

I write you to express my concern over the recent trends in our society towards changing the definition of marriage. I am also concerned that our society allows people who have chosen to live aberrant lifestyles to adopt and raise children. I believe the choices these people make and the subsequent acceptance by our society are detrimental to our future as a nation. Indeed, I can think of no greater a threat to America at this time than the dissolution and re-definition of the family.

Please understand me. I express no ill will towards those who decide to live differently than me. One of the great attributes of our nation is our tolerance and acceptance of diverse people. Having grown up overseas as a military dependant in what may be the most diverse and integrated culture on earth, I have seen the benefits of tolerance and diversity firsthand. We grow when we can assimilate the good from other cultures just as others grow when they assimilate what is good in our culture.

However, there are some things we should not assimilate, nor should we give our stamp of approval to. These things include homosexuality and the creation of "marital" unions, whether civil or religious. This behavior, though it should be tolerated under law, should not be sanctioned by law. Nor should we allow their unions to enjoy the favored status one has under the legal contract of marriage. Finally, we should not allow these people to raise children and impose upon the innocent ones among us the consequences of their personal decisions.

I recently went to your website and saw a picture of you, your wife and three children. You are quoted as saying, "My first priority in the U.S. Senate is keeping Virginia a safe place to live, work, learn and raise a family." I pray that you live up to this pledge by supporting any legislation that will uphold the sanctity and definition of marriage as it now stands: a sacred and life-long union between one man and one woman.

I also encourage you to support and pass legislation that will restrict adoption to those who are qualified to raise children in a loving, safe and moral atmosphere. I believe this is the only way our country will continue to be the light on the hill for the rest of the world to follow. I also believe this is the only path to take if we wish to be found blameless on this matter before our Creator.

Thank you for taking the time to read this letter. I hope to hear from you and look forward to watching how you will represent the interests of this state’s residents in the Senate.

Sincerely,

...

Thursday, March 18, 2004

It's Like Being Asked to Bake a Cake

And then being given the recipe.

But then you're told that half the ingredients are not the right ones, and many of those that are right are now known by different names, but you don't know which ones, so you have to go find out.

But that's OK, because most of the measurements aren't right either.

Oh, and by the way, after fixing all that and getting the right everything, you have to make sure all the ingredients are the best ingredients by comparing them with at least two others on the market, even tho you don't know what most of the ingredients do when it comes to making the cake.

Oh, and it's supposed to be done today.

Friday, March 12, 2004

Our Greatest Trait As A People May Prove To Be Our Undoing.

We as Americans have always been tremendous at compromise. Our government and system of laws is made for it. With the level of diversity and multiplicity of cultures and ideas in our country, compromise is absolutley essential.

But compromise on some issues is wrong. Compromising on slavery (the 3/5's laws, the Missouri Compromise, etc.) was wrong. It allowed generations of people to live in servitude and degraded an entire race of people. It also delayed an inevitable conflict that left half a million Americans dead upon their own soil. Compromise and appeasement towards the Germans and the Japanese in the 1930s allowed both nations to entrench themselves so deeply in their respective spheres, it required a World War and 100 million dead to remove them as world powers.

Searching for a middle ground means both sides move towards the center which is more to the left (or to the right) than where you were previously. When this involves something other than morality, this can be a good thing. It allows for growth and understanding and seeing things from a new perspective.

However, when it involves eternal truths, it can mean cultural suicide. The first time, you compromise in the name of tolerance and diversity. Then, the next time, when an even greater perversion is presented, we seek a compromise that moves us even further away from our original position and what we saw only years before as completely unthinkable has now become the established norm.

We are now battling on ground that we would never have ceded generations before but is now the status quo because of previous compromises. What we accept in our society today is what generations before would have considered heinous and perverse. And we are constantly compromising in one direction, moving inexhorably towards a destination that one side has already established as their end goal.

If we continue to compromise our road to hell, we will get there soon enough. We may never reach the inside because we will only go half way with each step, but eventually we will be close enough to be scorched by its flames.

Monday, March 08, 2004

Really Stuck My Foot In It This Time

I've been watching the unfolding comments about affirmative action and the affect it has had on everyone in the Smith's community. It's been exciting to see people's comments and reactions about an issue that very clearly still affects all of us.

Before sharing any of my views or experiences, I would like to relate a few observations. I realize this may make an already potentially long blog into a novel, but I feel they are necessary.

Firstly, just because someone doesn't agree with you doesn't mean they misinterpreted you. I think everyone that responded to posts over the past few days have understood each other very well. They just didn't have the same perspective some did on individual situations or the issue in general.

Secondly, the belief that only minorities and underprivileged people can understand and identify racism is divisive and incorrect. So is the belief that "people get into schools because their parents have money," etc. This may be the case in certain isolated incidents (perhaps more often than any of us would like), but I think that the vast majority of students get into schools because of their grades, their resumes and their performance (that is, until affirmative action gets involved). Because I'm white and my parents make a middle-class income, does this mean that I'm only getting into the law schools I get into because my parents were able to pull some strings? I beg you... give me a little more credit than that.

There seems to be a pervasive feeling that white people live in this lofty middle-class bubble of peace and privilege that they guard with racist zeal. The real fact of the matter is most white people have it just as difficult as any other group of people. Sure, there is a minority of whites (and blacks, asians, etc.) that get by on the merits of others, but to apply that label to the whole group is probably the most racist and bigoted thing I have heard, more so because this perspective is shared by a huge segment of society and condoned by the media. It's led to a continuing polarization of the races and makes many people feel guilty for simply the color of their skin.

Let me share, if I may, an experience of my own about law-school applications. I have been applying to law schools for the last six months. I have studied and taken the LSAT, I have graduated from an undergraduate university and I have sent in my applications with all the necessary paperwork. I have also made friends with many lawyers both here and in the state of my undergraduate school. I have discussed extensively with them my prospects of going to school and what it will take to get in to the top schools.

One thing continues to come up on the lips of all who advise me. The fact that I'm white is going to work against me. Not that I'm stupid (which may very well be true), not that I'm over-privileged, not that I have a felony record. Simply based on the color of my skin and my Y chromosome, I am less likely to get into the schools I wish to attend. Now you tell me how that isn't racist.

I'd also like to point out how interesting it is that among my lawyer friends are a Hispanic and a Jew and a woman from Haiti. They are all fully supportive of me and helped me make decisions about schools and so forth. Ands they are among those being perfectly honest about how my race is going to work against me. If I as a white boy can make friends and receive support from "minority" lawyers (who I never saw as such until we got into this conversation. I saw them simply as... hm... lawyers. Think of that) why is it that people think that only white potential law students are going to get help from "majority" lawyers? The idea is ludicrous.

As long as we continue to think strictly along racial lines, we are going to get no where. My lawyer friends were willing to see beyond my skin color and help me (not with getting into the schools, mind you, but simply in how and where to apply). Perhaps the racial barrier so often decried by the "disadvantaged" is not as thick as we are led to believe. Or is it only possible for minorities to help whites and not visa versa?

Am I privileged? You bet I am. I am blessed with more than I could possibly ever deserve in terms of money, time and opportunity. But then again, so is every person who is born and raised on American soil. I will probably be able to find financial support through loans and grants when it comes time to paying for school. But so can anyone who puts their time and effort to it. I recognize my debt to my family and God for the blessings I have, but I also worked for what I have, working my way through school and graduating at the top of my class. No white-bread sugardaddy WASP gave me that diploma, I'll tell you that right now.

One more thing. I thank my Creator every night for the blessings He has been merciful enough to give to me, despite my obvious unworthiness. But I don't thank him for my race. I'm not ashamed of it, but I certainly don't see it as something that makes me better than others. We need to look beyond racial boundaries as reasons to hate and divide each other. We need to look to our common bonds to strengthen us. Then maybe we will live in the nation that Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King dreamed of where his children would be judged not on the color of their skin but on the content of their character.

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

Virtues In A Vacuum

There are few qualities that can exist by themselves in a person and retain their value.

Honesty has no value in itself if you are honestly cruel. Honesty must be coupled with good intentions. Even then, you need wisdom to properly act on those honest good intentions.

Tolerance is only good when you tolerate those things that have inherent goodness in them. Should you tolerate the massacre of others if you have the means to resist?

Oftentimes, it is the most well-meaning men and women who do the greatest harm to the world in the name of false causes or due to lack of foresight. Robert E. Lee, despite his virtues of loyalty, kindness, integrity and military brilliance still chose the wrong side and fought and killed for a government that espoused human bondage and torture. How many of us, at the last day will throw up our hands and cry out "I was deceived!?!"

Virtues must act in concert if they are to bring about good. We must seek a hierarchy of virtue in our lives and then a hierarchy of understanding. We must follow the dictates of our conscience but also the call of common sense. We will not always make the right decisions. But we must accept that most often we will make the better decision when it brings about what we can see as the greater good.

Monday, March 01, 2004

It's Like Being Given 3 Billion Skittles to Choose From

And only being allowed to eat one. So you start looking for the right Skittle for you.

Only to find out that your culture accepts only 1/2 of 1% of those available.

Then you find half of those left are riddled with holes.

And half of those left don't look so hot.

And half of those left are being eaten by someone else.

As Wolvey said on the way home from work the other day, "There aren't a lot of halves left."